Down Below

I'm quite stressed out these few days...
And I'm quite emotional also...

That day Mr Frank said that I'm not a civilized person, I got angry and I felt so down and guess what my tears falls...and i guess he's shocked!!!
How can a tough person like me could easily falls tears???
That is a huge and unanswerable question for me...hahaha

My customer of mine i do said something to me today...
He said that I loose my cheerfulness these few days...
I don't look like last time where I'm quite cheerful and an happy go lucky type of person...
What exactly happening to me???
I'm depressed i guess...but in a quiet way...
I knew there's something bothering me but i don't quite knew it myself...
I'M NOT SURE...SERIOUSLY I REALLY AM NOT SURE WHAT'S HAPPENING
WHAT SHOULD I DO...???

I guess I'm so tired of the happening all day long...
I been wondering stuff about families...
Comparing other people's family to MINE
Haiz...
Sounds bad, but I guess other people have worse family than mine...
Yea, I always believe that what happens to me, there is other individual that have worse matter than myself...

I begins to hate myself...
I don't know why I hate myself soo sooo much
I don't blame other people of what had happen to me and all the matter arise...
I BLAME MYSELF
SORRY PUT THE BLAME ON ME...

If I could only rewind to the past, so that all the people around me live in happiness...especially my family members...
I hate people that is a backstabber, hypocrite, and a 'slut'...
Just don't because of money and property, you all changed to be a 'slut'...
I'm disappointed of the 'people' nowadays...

I hope there will be changes...
FOR GOOD

I hope you're blissful-Part 1

I have a very sad sad story 2 be shared with you guys out there...

There's a friend of mine that came from a broken family.
His parents made a vows to each other not to leave each other although in good or even in bad times...
His mother left him and he stayed with his dad...
His father worked day and night to earn for a living and to just raise up his child.
For me he is a responsible father.

Last 13 years, his dad found a new girlfriend and they got married.
They had a new child.

My friend of mine feels terrible and what i heard from him that his life begins to be worse when his step-mom stepped into his world.
His relationship with his step-mom isn't that good but his relationship with his youngest step-sister is good.
He's a type of person that love his family and relative so so much.
And he would even kill a person that betrayed or harm his family.

Few years ago,he found a girl that he loved the most.
They love each other so so much and they would even knew what each other will said even if they didn't speak out the words.
(I GUESS THAT IS THE POWER LOVE, THEY HAVE PSYCHIC POWER)...
COOL.....
Their love blooms and they even have their own born baby boy...
But sadly, the girls parent won't allow them to get married and even send the girl to abroad for studies. Besides, the girl doesn't even get to have a look on her baby... (T.T)
I guess the girl frustrated... but i knew they still love each other...
I hope one day they will be together...

But badly, he became violent and done all the stupid stuff includes taking drugs just to ease and to cure his broken heart and also to forget the girl.
Where are you "girl"???
I guess you're the only person that can control and save him from all the thing he done.

He goes in and out from prison just because what he did!!!
I just hoping that he could change a little bit...
Not too violence...
And one more he really need to take care of his image...
IMAGE IS QUITE IMPORTANT FOR ME!!!

Well, i was hoping the best for him...
Take care ya...
I really hope that u could change for the best...
Best of luck...

Care for You,
Stephanie

Family

Is it friends more important than family...???
Well, some said YES some said NO...
As for myself...
They (FAMILY) is more important than friends, even i treasure them more than myself!!!
Yes, sometimes they do give you trouble, yet I still love them...
But sometimes they don't even appreciate what we have done for them...
Anyway, anyhow... They are still my family and I can't do anything but to love them!
I don't give a damn about people that don't appreciate what his/her family done for them...
Maybe because they have their own life outside...
And maybe they think that they have grown up and mature enough, so they can live without family...
Well... What I can said is that...
GO AHEAD!!!!! IF YOU think that YOU'RE GREAT...
I HOPE GOD BLESS YOU.......
If without parents, you won't be born to this world...
So, all of us need to treasure them...

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Dinner In Pulai Springs

Sorry for not blogging for a long time.
Not having the 'mood' to write...

Well, that day( 14th May 2008) i went for a dinner in Pulai Spring in JB and that is the nicest experience that I had.
It's quite a nice place full with artistic, well-designed hotel.
It's a nice and comfort place to be lived...
And seriously I would love to stay there for a day...(sad T.T; no $$$)
Never mind, I do have my chance to stay there, I believe...!!!
So, I went there with my brother, my bro's god-mum and her daughter, whom is a close buddy of mine...
SHE ROCKS!!!COOL

Well, at first we had our dinner there:
We ordered Shark's Fin Soup, Braised Beancurd A'la Qin, Szechuan Hot & Sour Soup, Crispy Deep Fried Spring, Fried French Bean with Mince for the main course.
As for the desserts, we ordered: "Oni" ie yam pudding, Mango Pudding, Chilled 'Guiling' and Chilled Honey Dew with Sago
It's damn delicious and it's quite luxury place.

Just like a royal palace dining room design,hahaha...

this is the restaurant,nice?

Opps, forgotten to state the name of the restaurant...
it's called 'Qing Palace Chinese Restaurant'

a cup of tea served in Qing Palace

They have good service and they are polite...
(yeah of course!coz we paid for the service tax 10% hahaha!!)
Well, I'm satisfied with the food, surroundings, and also the service!
it's excellent!!!

myself eating shark fin in Pulai Spring

Then, we went for a walk in Pulai Springs area.
it's nice and beautiful, OMG really nice and 'chio' la...
There's a swimming pool with a beautiful scenery, we taken quite lots of photos there, as it is irresistible.
We are like so 'sua gu'...
hehehe
like never seen such a beautiful place before
OMG...I really fall in love with that place...

from left: Ling Sin, her mum and myself...

from left: Ling Sin, Ah Mei Jie, and my lovely brother; Felix

photo nearby the swimming pool

I viewed on the rates of the rooms of the hotel...
guess what it's RM 399++ written on the pamphlet,
i guess it's a suite.
Quite expensive, maybe not as it's a five star hotel
you can know more about the hotel by clicking here

myself and sweet Ling Sin