Uh oh....

Uh oh....
Shit....
they thought i love him...
even Dajie said like that....
why?why?why?
Do i look like i love him....???
hiiiiii..................
help me!help me.....!!!!!
What should i do....oh, god....
if i really am, i won't do anything also because i really can't...!!!
I know that....
My friends told me to forget him...
there's nothing between myself and him...
and i can't do anything...
what should i do...???
should i just be quiet?should i back-up myself or should i stay calm?
I guess i should just shut up and just act stupid...
anybody wouldn't notice that...

today i saw a lady in Landmark IT mall...
OMG, i just found out that she had an abortion done nearby (i couldnt said anything about the place as it is an illegal op..)
I just can't imagine the pain that she had been through...
She was holding her stomach to ease the pain...it was just like wanting to tear off her stomach...seriously i can't imagine that kind of pain...
hiii.....tat why la...dont have SEX before getting married.....
then that is the risk that lady need to handle....
And another thing that i can't imagine is that her boyfriend can even laugh and smiling with his other friend...
F**K HIM....what the hell he's doing....!!!!!!!
doesn't he knew that his GF is in pain, can he use his brain to think properly???
What sort of S**T guy is it???!!!!!
And that girl seriously is damn stupid....for choosing that kind of guy....
Did she use her brain???did she?
And you know what....she need to wait for approximately around 15minutes for a cab....
OMG, that guy don't even have a car or even a motorbike to ferry her...!!!!!OMG, there really is something wrong with that girl....!!!!!!!!!!!
What the hell been happening to this world...???
Can anybody tell me.....?
is it really LOVE is THAT BLIND?????
What i can do is to sympathize her only....

Life.....

What i have learn to be???
Is that life, is sucks without money...
How can people live without money?
i need to pay rental, my food allowances, etc...
approximately i need at least RM800 to survive that is without any entertainment for me such as movie so on and so forth...
I knew a lots of people from different kind of sector since i started to work 4 months ago...
But i know a guy...he's a sweet guy and we have lots of stuff to be talked together happily...
He's quite brilliant, talented and experienced too...
He taught me lots of stuff about business and i really wanted to involved in business...
from what he said i guess business is quite interesting and fun to be in business...but what i need is just to have interest and also passion in it...
How good if he didn't get married yet? I would have tackle him....(hahaha; evil me)
but i won't do that, that's wrong (seriously); why do i have that type of thought? Am I crazy or what? Is there something evil is trying to conquer my timid soul? Please...i won't be like that, seriously...
It's not because of money la... i'm not that money face...
but seriously, that 's a phrase that i knew from an experienced DAJIE is that between "LOVE and BREAD", which one will you CHOOSE??? so, what is the answer??? would i choose love out of money?
I do have a boyfriend that stayed in a flat house before, and seriously when we have date, i don't mind paying all the the things i bought and i have eaten and i even spend much on him, but i don't mind....so, u guess am i stupid to do that or what? would i choose love out of bread?
Now, since i have my own life without my parents here in JB i knew that money is important, without money nobody can live... (guys, we need to buy food with money la...) of course money is essential...
the phrase NO MONEY NO TALK is always in my mind...
I guess everybody's worrying Is there something happen between myself and him...and even my brother questioned me!!!(guess what he asked?) YOU LOVE HIM???
halo... com'on la,
I'm quite a good person and i guess i won't be that evil to be the third party there...
I know he had a good wife and i don't bother what happen to him or even his family's problem...
I DON'T CARE, okay!!!
I know myself the best!!!
So, please don't worry la....
Is it just because i had my dinner with him few days ago and ya'all started to think differently? haiz...don't think wrongly, its just a normal dinner and just a ride home because i had helped him and he just wanna repay it back and also; since my brother is not around here because he went back to hometown due to certain reasons and he took the car back...
Yea, maybe i look like i like him but don't ya'all think that maybe i just admire him...?
So, don't worry so much...
I know what I'm doing...

Quotes

this is the best quotes that i've ever read.....
meaningful....
its true...
live is too short to be anything but happy...

so guys and girls out there

ENJOY LIFE WHENEVER AND WHEREVER WE CAN

At Last... I registered

Yea....at last i registered at UOL
yesterday when i went to Singapore...
Luckily, my bro took 1/2 day leave just to sent me there...
thanks my dearest bro...love u sooo sooo much...(muakss)
I am relief.....