LOVE...wat is LOVE???

Define it.........
Here are some nice quotes about love....



Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.

Love is as much of an object as an obsession,
everybody wants it,
everybody seeks it,
but few ever achieve it,
those who do will cherish it,
be lost in it,
and among all, never...
never...
NEVER forget it....

If we are to judge of love by its consequences,
it more nearly resembles hatred than friendship.

My Leg Hurts...sob

Well, 3 days ago i fell down...
T.T
and now my leg hurts...
i think it's quite serious...
bruises and swollen now...

Third day injury...

see how serious is it...

well, i guess it would leave scars for a few tears.... T.T
but i am happy that i reached school on time coz i think that i'm late... ;D

I didn't tell my parents either...
I scared that they would worry about it...

i accept everything that happen to me...
but i know that i should not be rush that day...
what a bad day i had...
things going upside down that day
but never mind...
I believe things happen for a reason...
thanks to all my friends especially Gab, Silvia, Rocky and Kingston for helping me...
And sorry for making you all worry about me...
Love ya all so much...

FAMILY

Did you ever wonder...
What life is about without having family
around you,
to care for you,
to love you,
and to cherish you???

Well, I'm a type of person that loves my family so so much
that I would even sacrifice my life for them...
Without them, I guess I won't be here today to write this humble blog (LOL)...
Without their help, I won't be what I am right now...

Now, I'm studying in Singapore at Clementi taking diploma in economics course.
Well, I didn't dream to be here right now, and I don't even expect that I would be here right now studying in Singapore...
So, I really thanked them for allowing me to study here although they have thought that it will be a big burden for them to allow me studying here. Nevertheless, they pursue me to study locally in Malaysia, but I reluctantly accept their offer.
They understood that I don't like to study local, therefore they find financial aid for me.

Here, I get to know a lots of friends from various country such as from Indonesia, Philipines, Singapore and even from Korea and also China too.... (cool huh)
I loves to listen and tried to understand their conversation!
I can understand Indonesian conversation, but as for Koreans' well, I barely understand their conversation...haha, I need time to learn!!!
But it is quite cool for me to hang out with different kind of people.
I can understand varieties of culture...
And I could build contacts with them for my future benefits...

I hope that I could do well in the final exam for the diploma course so that I could hop into the second year degree...
And I would like to aim higher for distinction so that I would receive the awards SGD$4000 awarded by SIM, and also the 100 pound sterling...
COOL!!!
I hope I could get it as I would use the money for my degree course!

Well, hope that I could make it as I really want to lessen my parents burden because they still have my younger brother that they need to take care of!...

Thank you, mummy and daddy....
I love you all so much....
thanks for all the help in the world....
I would never forget it....
You all must take care of yourselves....
I would finish my studies fast so that it won't be a burden to you all anymore....
Love you all so so so much x10000000000000000000000000000000000000
LOL....
I should said infinity.................

guess wat???here it is then...dang

Well, my cousin sis asked me to guess something....!!!!
Well, this is what playing in my mind right now.....

Erm, she said that SHE is going to tell me something after 3 years (i dunno what the hell she's going to tell me)
well, it feels like so anxious to know the answer...
OMG, I really wanna know....

Well, she ask me to guess that 'thing' first....
erm...i'm gonna guess something tat is total private, i meant TOTAL....
if not what the heck it is so need to wait until sooooo long for me to know it....

Well, MY LITTLE BABY SIS
is it something 2 do with couple's relationship???
erm, i got this hint as u said it got to do with something in SEC4... as what i know, i told you lot's of stories of my past and i told u something about my first relationship in Secondary 4...

Well, if it is not right I wouldn't mind duh...
Coz I know I will know the answer in this 3 years time
U BETTER KEEP YOUR PROMISE AS WHAT YOU HAD PROMISE, IF NOT IM GONNA BITE YOU!!!!

Well, don't worry i will wait for the 3 years time... i don't mind de....

Stucked Up

Well...It's been quite long since I last wrote in my blog...

Erm, how would I begin this...???

Ok...
Why would a father don't want his own child to stay with him???
Why does this happen?
Is it the son really that bad???
Maybe he is but, will he be forgiven in what he did in the past???
I asked him(dad) whether what he had done!
I got shocked and I really can't imagine what his son did is really awful and if I were his dad, I know I wouldn't forgive him,
FOR SURE... "I WILL TELL HIM, FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE"
you hear that...!!!!!

I really couldn't imagine a human could do such thing...
I guess an animal could think better than this IDIOT...
He must be a emotionless creature that live in these world...
Sorry for saying that but it is true...

I began to fear him...
I don't want him near my family members...
I don't want him to be around the people I love, the people I care...
He's crazy and he could harm the people around him...
I'm scared, I really am.....

Bro, I hope you read this...
Please do take care of yourselves...
I know that he could harm anyone around him...
He's really is crazy...
Although Cabano said that we shouldn't tell Uncle about this but I guess you really should tell him, before things could get worst...
But maybe when I'm not around he won't be like that...
I hope so...
But remember-Please take good care of yourselves, really...I mean it...please, I really am worried...

P/s: Don't let him know that I wrote these blog...

I just wanna scream everything out from my head, because I'm so stressed and stucked up in everything that had happen for the past few months...

If not I really could go crazy...

P/s: Do take care of yourselves...!!!Love u always...

Free Ride In Singapore

LOL...
Today i got a free ride back to Toa Payoh in bus ride no 154
Thanks to Great Eastern...
They sponsored it...
Thanks again...

The Past

After 6 years then i finally know why he treat me like that...

Yesterday conference call with my bro's friends finally made me knew the truth about things that happened 6 years ago...
Jason Ng told me something that my godbrother did last time and they kept it as secret for along time.
After 6 years, just i really knew what had happened...
I totally heart broken last time...

What really happened is that he bought a rose on Valentine's Day but he never gave me the rose...
He kept it until now and I just knew it...OMG
He told me yesterday that it is still in a book
You know why he never gave me the rose???
Because his elder brother bought a rose and a present for me on Valentine's Day...and he decided not to give it to me...
I guess he wanted to give a chance to his brother to tackle me, but didn't he understand that I love him not his brother... I told you before...
By that time, you remember you told me that you love Yun Chee
DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT???
YOU CAN'T FORCE A PERSON TO LOVE SOMEBODY THAT YOU DON'T LIKE RIGHT???
It's a stupid decision that you decided to ignore me in the first way... you treat me like I'm transparent....!!!!!
I don't know what I did wrong but you should had told me earlier...
That is the reason why I hate you so much until now...

But, I really appreciate your time that you teach me Chemistry and Addmaths as I missed the classes due to my attendance in Wilderness Camp in Pulau Langkawi for five days...
By the time I came back, I became so so quiet and I only talk when I'm at home...
That's quite a drastic change on me...
Maybe I'm tired that I need to study for the topics that I missed during the camp...
Thanks for your sweet time with me, I'll remember always...

I do remember to when you said you wanna score goal for me when I go to watch your soccer tournament...
Yea, you did that...
And I still remember that Jason was gossiping about me and you, saying that you score the goal just to show me that you are good...
And deep inside I knew that you are, and I'm proud of it...
But my mum was there and well others said the goal is for my mum.... hahahaha...
Well, I don't mind... I just happy that you tried your very best...

Yet, until now I still remember the accident that happen to you...
It really made me sad and I am so depressed...
That is why I took care of you...
So, your wounds will heal faster...
Well, I care for you so much...
The moments I saw your face after the accident, I couldn't said anything...
I guess you haven't had enough sleep at all as you need to help your mum to sell newspaper...early in the morning at 4am and ride your motorcycle back to your home...
And I guess you don't have enough sleep at all...

The eyes that I look into last time still in my sight and I still and yet can't forget it... It's hard for me to forget you...
You're the first person that I love so much but I knew we couldn't be together the moment my mum took you as her godson...
I am happy too as you became my godbrother, my mum love you so much...
And I couldn't do anything about it...
I kept my feeling as I'm happy to see you...
And I'm happy to have you as my brother too...
That's all that I could ask for...

But why did you change totally after you knowing that your brother wanted to tackle me...???
Why did you do that???
Did you know that you tear my heart into pieces?

But the moment that you choose to be together with Shueu Hwa, I finally realise that you totally changed...
The person that I knew last time totally changed into another person that I barely know...
Beat by beat, I tried to erase you from my memory...
Done a lot of things...
One of that is being a playgirl...
Playing with guys heart...
Changing from one after another...
And also drinking...
Just to forget about you...

I'm happy for Shueu Hwa, as she's my best friend together with Hui Ling...I didn't said anything about you...
I only told them that I can't forget a person...and they assume it was Sky He, as he was my boyfriend before this when I was in early Secondary 5...
That guy is a playboy too...I wouldn't have not forgotten about him... But I didn't said anything... I just keep silence

That is the time when I become quite a clubber, going out late at night, and I'm sure my parents are not happy with it...
Nobody knows it until now when I'm opened to tell it out in my blog...
I kept it secret for a long-long time...

I can't help that I avoiding you, hating you and not wanting to talk to you... but I guess that you wouldn't know about it...
It seems like you're a very playboy right now...
Keep changing your girlfriend...

I'm quite sad with what you had done last time towards my best friend, Shueu Hwa as you had broken her heart, leaving her alone and break up with her in harsh way that she nearly commit suicide just because of you...
Why did you do that???
How many girls that you had made their life being so miserable...???
When would you stop doing that???
Tell me.....
Women are not a play toy for you...
Treat them right...

I hope you'll change...